Not to sound completely materialistic but: she’s a compulsive spender so she has gifts for us, plus my sister bought us gifts, but most importantly I need to see my sister for Christmas else it ruins it for both of us. Also I like her partner, he’s lovely, his only flaw is thinking she’s a good person.Ack! Why do you have to see her?! :(
Shout out to Adam for being kind, patient, understanding, caring, and making me smile everyday.
With my mother coming in 10 days I am already feeling the stress. And realising some of my food issues were almost inevitable growing up with her. She was obsessed with losing weight, abused laxatives, and constantly berated herself for her body shape. She used food to shut us up and gave us food we didn’t like if we angered her. Add in my dad’s (ill-informed) focus on healthy eating to cure my acne and depression, as well as encouraging excessive exercise, I was always going to have some level of warped eating habits.
today’s date is 11/12/13 and that is very satisfying to me
*everyone else cringes at america*
Just as I thought the side-effects were wearing off, today happens. Someone get me a heated blanket and an intact onesie so I can sleep off this exhaustion and nausea.
“I really just wish I could let it go but it keeps coming back and making me wish I hadn’t been born”
The difference a week can make.
I’m not completely back to myself but trying really hard to get there. I’ve lost weight but I’m functioning more or less normally. I’m still feeling the side-effects of the meds and it sucks but they’re starting to kick in and I’m also somehow for big myself to go out there and pretend to be okay. And it’s true, being active and out there really helps.
Watching the man who made the country I love the place it is today.
"It took a man like Madiba to free not just the prisoner, but the jailer too" - President Obama
So confused by Christmas.
He’s just been sitting here watching our front door for like 20 minutes. I’m not sure what’s wrong but he’s so sad.