Seeing my nurse for a health check before I can have Dr appointments in a week and a half. My mind immediately reverted to thinking “shit, I’ll be weighed, I wonder how much I can lose between then and now?”
Feelings of failure over my results (and money) and stress are immensely triggering.
But on the plus side, 4 hours of work tomorrow.
0.7% off a first. FFS. Going to go and be angry and cry in a corner. If I hadn’t broken down once a year for the past 4 years, there would be no question over whether I got a better degree qualification.
I’ve not had a very nice day and seriously, all I want is a hug, but nope, instead I’m going to finish up packing and cleaning here, only to go to Adam’s and wait for him to be done, and until his housemates fall asleep in their drunken stupors. I tried to be positive many times today, each time lasting about five whole minutes before something or someone just brought it down again. I want to be in Sheffield and settled in and comfortable and in bed!
No internet til the 20th or thereabouts, see you guys then!
I thought you’d appreciate something there, Cassie! I did take some video clips but Tumblr video upload is the slowest thing ever. It was amazing. He was so charismatic, I can tell why 90% of the female population admire him.
So they’re not great photos but the Bon Jovi concert was absolutely amazing.
october - december 2012
lovers were instructed to write their least favourite thing about each other on their most favourite part of each other.
This little guy makes everything better. Not even sorry for the amount of pictures of him I post.
Really hating my body today so instead of packing I’m curling up under a blanket with coffee watching Daria and Criminal Minds and playing with Alex.